I've been awake for pretty much 34 hours. I've fallen asleep for a couple of minutes at a time today but I can't sleep. I don't feel tired at all and I just want to rest. I want to give my mind a break. I wish anybody could be here to give me a hug. I'd collapse into anybody's arms right now, given the chance. I don't know why I haven't been able to sleep but I have things to do tomorrow and I don't want to cancel because I couldn't sleep. I don't think I'd usually post something like this but nobody is online.
I feel trapped. Sleep is an escape, from thinking and from being me and I can't get to it and it feels like I won't be able to for a while.
Have you tried reading? Sometimes it makes me sleepy. Id hug you but im so far away from you D:
ReplyDeleteIts okay to post this on here. I dont care. I hope you dont crash on your plans tomorrow. I also hope you have fun. Ill write more when I can. I might even post on my blog. It will be of mixed things Ill probably dedicate a part to you. So read it if I tell you to check it <3
Dont worry no one knows my blog.