Well,
~about 3 people at school remembered my birthday (not including facebook) Some of my best friends didn't even get me cards.
~I got a grand total of 5 cards (including Mum and Dad and the neighbour)
~So far, I've got a travel book as a present from my parents, nothing from my brothers and sister -and even though I know the presents ARE comming and they'll most likely be really good, I just want something now, I want to go to school tomorrow and people will say 'what did you get for your birthday?' and I'll have an answer that they want to hear, instead of 'a book.' and I know it sounds shallow but everybody ought to have bragging rights for their birthday and I get nothing?
~ I didn't even get a present from my Pop who Mum saw just today so I don't know why nothing happened there
~ I didn't get anything from any family friends or even cards from relatives.
and I know all of this sounds really shallow but when it's what you've come to expect over every single year of your life, it seems a bit fucked up to feel so forgotten on your own birthday.
One of my good friends made a video with random pictures of us and it made me cry, that's how pathetic I'm feeling.
It isnt shallow when its what you were expecting. My friends dont even know my birthday. not even the ones here.
ReplyDeleteWhy arent your presents there yet? I hope they do end up being good. Yes they do. I got all my gifts during the weekend Id say im overly spoiled and gladly trade with someone who gets nothing. Id send you a birthday card but .. Idk if I can S:
I want to. Itd be cool sending a card all the way to Australia where its winter time. I hope tomorrows atleast a good day. Im sorry it wasnt good at all. I have to go almost time for one of my last birthday gift. A tattoo from my sister. Ill comment on the other post when I back. <3
Love you (: