So I went canoeing today in outdoor ed, and I was wearing just my long sleeve shirt and my friend said I looked really skinny. She asked if I lost weight, I said no. She said she'd gained 20Kgs since last year. I know she was lying because she does modelling, she's vegan and lactose intolerant- She hardly eats anything except vegetables, and she definitely has not put on that much weight. I wish she didn't say it looked like I lost weight because now I just want more people to notice, I want to lose more so they'll say wow you look good. On the other hand I can't decide if she was just lying or not and trying to make me feel better when clearly I was the most uncomfortable person wearing a freaking skin tight shirt.