My english book talked about running a lot. I think running would be good but I don't think I have the energy for it. I hardly have the energy to do my homework each night.

Why am I so lazy?

I need more will power.. but I guess I'm too relaxed for that.

Ha. relaxed.



They've been painting the boys' old bedroom. It's going to be mine. I chose white with one brown feature wall. Shannon and Dad don't like it. I do. It's neutral. Plus I can mix and match tons of colours with it so when I get sick of purple I can have red or blue and it won't look silly.

I'm happy here. I don't want this feeling to go. Please don't take me back to the dark. Keep the shadow out.