I only cut a few more times. I haven't done it in a few days which is good. I think sixbillionsecrets helped me.

It's strange thinking that cutting is all I wanted to do for days. I guess there will be times when I'll go back there. Not today.

I don't know why or how, but I'm feeling better.


Shelley's uncle tried to commit suicide. I didn't know what to say. I couldn't even hug her because she told me online.

A silence online only says you can't think of anything to say; Not that there IS nothing to say.

I hope she's dealing with it ok. she seems good.



I read my english book tonight. I miss having the time to read a whole novel.
I miss reading novels.
I never got to read all the Harry Potters; Only the last one. I should read more.