I crave to be in control. I can control how I feel by making myself feel pain. I'm stuck home alone most days and there's no way for me to get out and about. Most of my friends work. I'd made plans with them to go places and they just let me down. They shut me out without reason and it hurt. It would just be so much easier if it was the hurt I chose.
It saddens me that your friends can be so mean. I would love to hang out with you. Sadly I cant. Im sorry. Dont hurt yourself. Dont let your friends get to you that way. Its not your fault your just to cool for them <3
ReplyDeleteI hope you feel better soon. I dont know what else to say. Except that im here for you, and care about you.