I've been talking to this kid- idk he just started talking to me one day- and I don't know why but I feel like I can trust him. I'm not going to tell him anything like what's on here, but I've told him probably more than I would tell Shelley -Which isn't saying much because I hardly talk about anything. I don't want to trust him so much though. I know he'll just end up hurting me, if it's his intention or not.
But every time I talk to him I can't help but ignore the walls I've put up in the past to protect myself. He has this honesty about him that just seems so genuine. I've never even had a conversation with him in real life- but it's nice to feel like I have an actual friend.
So your saying your friend is from a different town? Sometimes those are the best of friends. I have a bunch of online friends. Theyre so much better then the ones I have here.
ReplyDeleteHave I ever told you my boyfriend lives in a different province? Because he does. I was scared he would hurt me too. It was the same thing with him as it is with you and your friend. When Id talk to him Id end up telling him what was wrong. Then he needed me. I helped him. The rest is history.
Im happy that you feel like you have an actual friend now. You really deserve it. I apologize for not commenting.Ive been sorting my life out. Almost done. (: