I'm sorry I haven't been posting much, I've been really busy.

I had an end of year dinner dance last night, It was crap, I knew I shouldn't have gone. The only reason I went was because Shelley practically begged me so I was like oh ok, we can go and hang out. I spent a total of like 5 minutes talking to her and most of that time consisted of 'so, how are you?' a heap of different times through the night. I knew she'd spend all her time with her boyfriend I just guess I didn't think that I would feel so left behind. I thought if she wanted me there so badly she would have tried to talk to me. Instead I spent the night with people that I know but hardly talk to while awkwardly watching everyone else have fun. I knew I shouldn't have gone.