I feel ugly. And pathetic.
I had 752 calories today. I don't care how low that is it's just not low enough.
and I know I said I was eating ok, and I was. but everybody expects so much of me, and I don't think I can give them what they want and I shouldn't have what I want until I can be what they need me to be. I need to learn to be strong and I'm doing that.
Plus I'm getting a self esteem boost.
This can be a good thing right?
Im sick and tired of people thinking theyre fat when they really arent. I know fat when I see it. Of course no one believes me. Do you know how bad an actual person feels about themselve when they see that beautiful skinny people think theyre fat. you might not be size 0,3, or 5 but it doesnt mean anything. The media is ruining peoples self esteem.Remember this Marilyn Monroe, one of the most beautiful women in the world, was a size 14. You dont have to be skinny to be beautiful. So stop saying your ugly or fat.
ReplyDeleteI expect you to be you. Thats it thats all. It may seem that other people expect something from you but its not always that
752? I was STARVING myself because I thought I was fat and ugly. I realized I was me not fat or ugly. I was me.