I go to sleep so late because I want to feel tired every day. I want to prove to myself that I can push through and get to the next night, it sounds weird but it's the only thing that makes me feel ok about my days -That I had to stay awake on less sleep than almost anybody else and I'm fine.
I cut again last night. I was angry that I couldn't bring myself to tell anybody.
Cutting, Bad. Its hard to stop. I wish you and I both could stop. Its something out of our control. No one understands how hard it can be. They all want us to stop. We cant stop, Not completely. I understand why you cut. I know I ask you to stop cutting and Yet Im no better then you.
ReplyDeleteBut what if we make a deal. Starting September 18th at 11am we stop cutting. NO, That does not mean you can cut in the meantime. I dont know what day it is for you but I think its the 17th if im not mistaken.
Post or comment if your going to take the deal. If not thats okay.
Btw get 8 hours of sleep.. Your going to tire ourself out. Thats not going to be good. I honestly will not like it if something bad happened to you. I really think your the only thing keeping me alive. I know if I die you wont have anyone to listen to you.