I feel like I've been too far gone for too long. I thought I could get back alone but I've lost the way. I don't know where to go from here. I've been trying so hard for so long and nothing's happening. Nothing's changed, I feel the same but like I've been bottling everything up, even though I've been posting everything it's not the same release that you get from cutting. I feel like I have so much stress and tension inside of me and it has to escape but I also feel like it's holding me together so I don't fall apart completely. I don't know what to do any more. I'm so confused.
Kayla I know you've been trying and you've been so amazing, don't ever doubt what you've done for me.
You can still get back. But not alone. Dont do it alone. If you do then youll end up like me. Dont end up like me. Worst mistake ever.
ReplyDeleteTell someone, or get out with me. I know what cutting does, honestly you can never quit it fully. Im a bad example to stop cutting because Im always cutting lately. Yet you once said "Dont follow me learn from me" You take those words and learn from me.
Im glad I could do whatever Ive done for you. Ill keep trying, No one should go through things alone. Not you, not me, not a dog, a cat, or bird. Not anyone.