I'm quite sure my "depression" is/was self inflicted. I'm sure I just had to sabotage myself . Maybe it's because I wanted to prove to myself I could get through something hard. Maybe that's why I miss it. How could you miss depression? it's horrible. But I want so bad to go back. I want to go deeper. I found parts of myself I never knew existed. i want to know if there's more.
I dont want you to go deeper into depression. Youll find parts about yourself another way. Not by depression. You can get through anything. So please dont try and go back on depression.
ReplyDeleteYour an amazing person. You dont need depression (: