I went for a walk today, the sun is out, the sky is blue, the weather is warm-ish.
Went back to the clearing, and I took my pocket knife.
I did exactly what I set out to do, I sat in the exact spot and I got out my pocket knife and I held it and today I proved to myself I don't need to cut. I could have cut if I wanted to, but I chose not to. It was my decision, there was nobody there to stop me but me.
It's a good day.
Reading this is making me want to cry. Of sadness? No. I want to cry because im so proud of you for doing that. I know you can get through this. Your already starting I can see it now. Just a little more support. You will fight your depression. Ill be there every step of the way. Even after your depression too. <3
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