I think I ought to tell you why I gave up on 11:11.

For weeks I'd been wishing every ounce of my happiness away, to you. I read your blog and see you suffering, I want to reach out but I just don't know how- I'm not good at consoling people, I'm not really good at talking to people at all -when it's not a joke.

I hope you find somebody to help you, like you've helped me.