I really wanted to cut last night. I didn't though because I knew you'd be disappointed in me.
I want to cut now.
You know how you said it was ok to be a little bit selfish? My way of being selfish is cutting.
I can't allow myself to think it's ok.
I just want to bleed.
No find something else to be selfish with. Remember? draw on yourself. It does work. My brother did it instead of cutting or drinking.
ReplyDeleteDraw little happy faces saying "Be happy", or something that you love. Just dont cut. Its not that id be disappointed its that id be really sad.