I love having this control over something.
It's ironic how cutting is the only thing I do for me these days.
I've heard how people replace cutting themselves with drawing on themselves. Maybe I'd try that if I could draw.
I always wanted a tattoo. I don't know what I'd get though. I was considering getting cartoon faces on the ends of my fingers. I think I want something more artistic.
I still want my lip pierced, shame that's the one piercing mum said she'd never let me get. I don't know why. Maybe I'll get it on my birthday. I wonder what she'd do.
You can draw on yourself. It would be something to do besides cutting. Maybe you could even draw happy strange little faces. Then everytime you look at them you could laugh.
ReplyDeleteGet a tattoo that could represent your depression. Thats what I wanted to do. I was going to get a four leaf clover with one of the clovers off. Then I changed my mind. You can get it though. I think id would look nice.
I have my lip pierced.. Try talking your mom into letting you get it. It doesnt hurt much. Just feels really weird when it goes in. Plus they heal over when you decided to not want it anymore.
I hope you can get it. Love you