I haven't been writing in my journal the last few nights. Just haven't been feeling it. Maybe I'll write tonight.

People say that everybody has a talent, but if I do I haven't found it yet. I'd like to find it. Maybe then I'd be able to build on it and decide on a future for myself. I might actually be really good at something.

Oh I wish it was one of those obvious talents like dancing or singing or even maths. Just to be really good at anything would be nice. Are there people who don't have talents? or do they just give up looking for them?

Maybe I'm just destined to be mediocre.