I cut today. sorry.

when I was doing it I was thinking- oh it's ok, it's just one last time.

I know that won't be the last time.

I never believed people when they said it was addictive. I wish I did.

I wish I never picked the blade up.


I painted my nails black the other day; dad noticed and mentioned it at dinner, they called me emo- jokingly. I laughed along with them.